I am coming up on the second year anniversary of my cousin’s passing and this year it seems a lot harder on me that it did last year. I think it is because I have some emotional traumas that I am dealing with and it was always my cousin that I could go to for anything. He would always give it to me straight and then he would make me laugh. I am hoping to share a story this week about what happened to me on the first anniversary of his death. I really hope that I have the strength to write about it this week because I am very drained and it has been taking a toll on my health. I am going to try to work out some of this pain this week. I believe I need to share the story from last year. It was amazing and beautiful. I just want to make sure that I am in the right mind frame to give it justice.
I wish I could write more, but I do not have it in me currently. Taking it easy and trying to recover on many different levels.
Not every day is a good day, but there is good in everyday!